Just a thought :)

In a relationship, there is no such thing as perfect. Trials might be big or small may come and go. This is how we can see ourselves trying to be stronger in times fate plays dirty game in the midst of our weaknesses. human as we are, as they say. we are prone and much likely be tempted easily. however maybe we'll fail once or twice but not enough reason not to stand up again and make everything okay. There are flaws and soo inevitable, there should be one who is strong and the other one is stronger. Maybe this way we can build a better relationship though not perfect. As long as you're both happy together then it can still be considered as perfect in the way you want it to be :)  

My life's definition based on my life's experiences.

hey howdy! its quite awhile since the last time i had my blog post in my my so called "e-diary". hehe. well anyways, i just made this one when I made my encounter with my old comrade. he's with me for quite some time. okay, here we go...

Everybody is aiming for a better future. we all know that. coz nobody wants not to prosper. You know, life is so tricky, mysterious and full of surprises. "we don't know what would happen next" as the saying goes, and its definitely  true. We laid our plans, giving out our best of everything and doing things what we think are good and can make us better. All of these are just for one reason, to fill our hearts desire which will bring us to the top our contentment level. We want things to work as we expect them to be. But one of the great philosopher said, "everything has been figured out except how to live." It tries to explain us about the uncertainty of things which are beyond our control even if we did the very best we can. Sometimes we may fall, submerge into discouragements and frustrations, drowned into despair and even get jailed in our self-made cages. Well, that's life really means. Its how we handle every situation that mold us into a better person we can be. But there are a lot of things that will possibly happen along our journey and probably we experience different kinds of life's scenarios that might distort our goals' perception or maybe can pull our optimism down. But human as we are, we are easily distracted by minor issues because sometimes we tend to be so fragile when facing major problems. But i believed that everything has its own reason because those ups and downs are merely our battle gear as we go on to our next level of life's difficulty. And to lessen the agony, we just have to think that life isn't just about bitterness. If it gives us the dark side of it, it surely have its good side that promises genuine happiness. That's the secret of living life to the fullest, keeping your optimism on track. Which means think positive things and attract positive energy. live. love. laugh. ♥

song is an art

a lot of definitions have been posted on google and other internet sources about the meaning of art. such as: the products of human creativity; works of art collectively; "an art exhibition"; "a fine collection of art, the creation of beautiful or significant things; "art does not need to be innovative to be good"; "I was never any good at art"; "he said that architecture is the art of wasting space beautifully, a superior skill that you can learn by study and practice and observation; "the art of conversation"; "it's quite an art, artwork: photographs or other visual representations in a printed publication; "the publisher was responsible for all the artwork in the book" and it is the process or product of deliberately arranging elements in a way to affect the senses or emotions. It encompasses a diverse range of human activities, creations, and modes of expression, including music, literature, film, sculpture, and paintings. All these things are quite meaningful and it really make sense. Song, a short musical composition with words and a distinctive or characteristic sound. A song is more than just lyrics and rythms because it entails something. Maybe a deeper meaning or something that may touch lives. It was like a software that may be used an expression of one's feelings and affections. Maybe they somehow mean the same thing because they can both express thoughts from a person's emotions. That simply define and prove that the prose "Song is an art" ia true. It is quite overwhelming to consider myself as a music-lover. Yes, I do love songs, different artists and bands, lyrics and some cool genre. Artists can say they can make the best of something because they maybe inspired from within or just merely this is their passion. Same thing as mine so as to the song composers, when we sung a song, heard music, there is some kind of nice feelings that make us groove with it. Also when composing a song, it is not different from making a painting. Because whan a composer starts to make a song, they can make it by going into their feelings and wrote it down.

qoutes that srike me in ^^

♦Someday we'll forget the hurt, the reason we cried and who caused us pain. We will finally realized that the secret of being free is not revenge but letting things unfold in their own way and own time. After all what matter is not the first, but the last chapter of our life.

♦The hardest part of being broken is when u're almost done mending ur hart, then the person who broke it wwll say "can u give me another chance?".

♦Sometimes it gets so sweet, sometimes it gets so romantic. But don't fail to see that sometimes, it gets scripted.

♦It's better to be clueless about what's happening around u, rather than knowing every bit of information that would silently kill u ..

♦it's hard to care for a person when you know that one more step forward will make you fall in LOVE and one step back ruins your FRIENDSHIP.

♦

i missed him ;c

gosh, it made me sick every time i see his photos on my wall .. i feel something so strange. I don't know why it affected me so much though we've been together just for a very short time. he's someone so special, maybe those times meant nothing for him but it means a lot for me. yea, i almost fall for him, but i realized that i must stop dreaming. i once asked myself, "bakit ba di aq kayang mahalin ng taong mahal ku, habang di ku nman kayang mahalin ang taong mahal aq". maybe it's one of the irony of life that one must accept. i hate myself of having a feeling like this, kinda stupid.

- BOREDOM -

Boredom takes place in every person's life. If I would have to define the word 'boredom' this when I just don't want to do something even though household chores and school works are waiting for me to work on them. But myself is busy doing nothing which my mom is fond of calling me lazy and my two older sisters would strongly agree with it c: Maybe I'm a lazy person but that's just the time when I'm bored. Others may be bored when they got nothing to do with their lives or when they got tired of doing something they used to do. I am partly like that but not totally. Here came a time when I finally realized that I was just wasting another minute of my life when boredom comes in. I was thinking of something to write on my note, I planned to make blogs but since I have no computer at home that's why I'll make a rough draft first and encoded it when I have time to go at net cafe. It is not my first time because I had actually made two blogs already but those things talk no sense (lol).

bad :c

i don't like what I'm feeling right now :C
damn bad . i just don't want to be the reason of someone else's disappointment .. later i realized that it's bad timing that i was there with them .. they weren't able to stay at the beach over night and i was part of the reason ..I'm feeling so useless. geez. if only i know, wla nlng unta ku ni.adto ddto .. t.t .. yea i know that they can't barely say it to my face but i can feel it . but somehow , i enjoyed the night even just for awhile . i saw the nice view of the moon, as it lit up the sea .. again, it's another first time experience .. :)