bad :c

i don't like what I'm feeling right now :C
damn bad . i just don't want to be the reason of someone else's disappointment .. later i realized that it's bad timing that i was there with them .. they weren't able to stay at the beach over night and i was part of the reason ..I'm feeling so useless. geez. if only i know, wla nlng unta ku ni.adto ddto .. t.t .. yea i know that they can't barely say it to my face but i can feel it . but somehow , i enjoyed the night even just for awhile . i saw the nice view of the moon, as it lit up the sea .. again, it's another first time experience .. :)